My Inner Dragon: Identifying Toddler Defiance

November 17, 2016

 

Dr. Momma discusses the need to determine if a toddler's behavior is normal or if it is defiance.
Dr. Momma discusses the need to determine if a toddler's behavior is normal or defiantDefiance is described as an act of bold resistance and disobedience. More simply, an action that is done even though you know it is wrong, and you do it regardless of the consequences. These acts are clearly recognized in older children, and they smack you in the face with teenagers! Many Momma Addicts do not believe toddlers understand right from wrong.

Who has not seen a toddler who slowly raises her hand to touch a lamp, while looking right at you? Yes, you have told her not to touch that lamp 8 million times. The fact that she is slowly doing it, looking at you…this shows her defiance because she understands but wants you to know that she does not like your rule. If you don’t care about the lamp, then let it go. But there will be things that you do care about, and your teaching moments must be memorable. Memorable enough that your child does not want to learn it again. This is showing your child your Inner Dragon.

I shared one of my first experiences meeting my mother’s Inner Dragon. I now want to share the story of releasing my Inner Dragon to my child. I tried to tell myself that she was young and immature and not simply breaking rules. But the day finally came where I had to admit the truth, and my Inner Dragon was released in its full glory. As you read my story, you may recognize patterns in your children which might help you to see the need to introduce your Inner Dragon.

At 18 months, my child started to tug off her diaper because she wanted big girl panties.  I didn’t think this was the right age to start potty training, and I didn’t want accidents all over the house. Every night, we began to fight about wearing diapers to bed. I tried pull-ups, but she was not interested. She only wanted big girl panties.

One morning, I opened her bedroom door, and she was quietly standing in her crib. She calmly looked at me. My gaze then went to the middle of the room where it looked like a snow storm had happened. I was stunned. What the heck is that? Mouth hanging open, I walked toward the mess and squatted to pick up some pieces. It was odd. I couldn’t figure out what it was. There a mix of paper and plastic in the white snowy debris.

When I looked up at my daughter, she was smiling ear to ear tapping on her diaper. Oh goodness! She looked like she was wearing her diaper since it was still attached by the plastic tabs at her waist, but she had ripped the entire crotch out of the diaper and threw it out of the crib onto the floor. Oh yes, this was knowledge. This was not a baby mindlessly ripping her diaper and playing with pieces. This was defiance. She wanted that diaper off, and she did not like my answer.

Potty training started the next day. She did great with few accidents. This was the beginning of power struggles over her doing what she wanted.

By age two, she learned to show defiance by squinting her eyes and slowly turning a shoulder toward me whenever she disliked my actions. No screaming or hollering. Similar to the diaper incident, just eerily quiet, but the message was clear.

I initially thought it was my imagination, and yes, I let it go on for too long because I wanted to believe this was toddler behavior that she was unable to control. A phase, right? After repeated episodes, I refused to pretend it was not purposely aimed directly at me.

I started saying, “Don’t turn your shoulder toward me!” The shoulder would snap back to its normal position. When I looked away, I could see her out, of the corner of my eye slowly, moving the shoulder back to show her disapproval of me. What??? You have got to be kidding me.

By age three, there were many more times where my child showed defiance for my rules, but she would do it in subtle ways that always made me second guess myself. I watched similar aged children who clearly did not understand their actions, or the reason that they were being disciplined. These children often cried and were confused about why adults were being loud or toys taken. My child understood what was happening, and she took her punishments like a champ. Really? Perhaps my punishment was not significant enough, but goodness, she was still a toddler.

We taught our girls our family rules for behavior and regularly enforced them. Many were pretty basic: no running indoors, no screaming, no hitting. Our girls also understood how they were supposed to act in public. Or so I thought.

The night of my Inner Dragon release, we had taken our girls to Baskin Robbins, which was a hot hangout spot in the 90s! Kids got ice cream cones and played while parents sat nearby and chatted. One night, while the parents sat a table outside, a group of 6 girls, including two of mine, went into the single bathroom at the back of the ice cream shop. They were gone for a quite a while.

Eventually, I could hear loud noises each time a new customer entered or exited the ice cream shop. What is that noise? I started praying…Dear God, don’t let that noise be my children.  My heart sank when I realized my kids had publicly forgotten all of their manners and discipline. I dropped my head, and a force I could not control took over me. It was my dragon.

I didn’t speak or make eye contact with any adult at the table. There was no need for discussion. I stood up and walked with long strides to the back of the shop and banged on the door.

“Yes?” Several voices answered together.

“Open this door now” I barked.

The door opened, and my child was sitting on the toilet with all the other kids around her. They were laughing and playing in toilet tissue which was spread all over the room.

I stood in the room staring at my child while she showed her defiance by continuing to laugh and play as if I wasn’t there. She ignored my warning signs.

In one swift movement, I snatched her off the toilet seat and gave her one sharp spank on her bare bottom. The slap echoed around the bathroom stall. Then, I squinted my eyes and slowly turned my head to look at the other children standing there with their mouths hanging open. In a split second , they bolted out of the bathroom to find safety standing next to their parents.

I leaned in close to the child in my grasp and breathing fire, I spoke through clenched teeth: “If you  ever act like this again….” There was no need to finish the sentence. I stared deep into her soul daring her defiance to rear its head. It did not.

I turned to walk out, and she followed behind me. I calmly sat back down and started to eat the rest of my ice cream. I pretended not to see everyone staring at me. Oh yeah, it’s all fun and games until the crazy lady bursts into the bathroom!

On the way home, I simply told my girls: “If you ever think there is a place at home or in public that I will be too embarrassed to react when you break rules, think again. Once your behavior has embarrassed me, there is nothing for me to lose. Just don’t make me get out of my chair again.”

And that was that. Over the years, sometimes excitement would overtake them, and they would do things like…jump on someone’s furniture. Yes, I know other parents allow this behavior. I made it very clear that I was not interested in their friend’s rules. I would see my child’s smiling face, squealing in delight jumping on a couch…and I would squint my eyes and lower my chin while mouthing the words…”Don’t make me….” They would immediately stop their actions.

Oprah popularized the “Ah Ha” moment, when you realize something important. When your dragon makes its first appearance, I call that the “Ah Hell No” moment. Do you have one?

Dr. Momma discusses the need to determine if a toddler's behavior is normal or if it is defiance

 

 

 

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